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Vent art. Don't crit it its imperfect and just a quick cleaned sketch.

<vent> I am so sick of my fucking mother, shes been a psychopath ever since she switched to lower strength depression meds and Brendan came down.
Her moods swing from manically happy to the point of stupidity, to spiteful and raging the next. It keeps me on edge so badly around the house I actually welcome work to get away from any possible contact with her.
The only words I could use to describe her right now are fucking crazy, intolerant, stingy, selfish and unloving.
Now don't get me wrong I know she loves me but she is totally NOT going the right way about it. Im moving out just before my birthday in march. Any parent would be sad about loosing their little girl right? Dad seems to be.. but her?! HER!? SHE FUCKING THREATENS TO KICK ME OUT. Over and over again! over stupid little things like chores delayed. If its not done when she sees something wrong all shit breaks loose. She seems to have lost her sense of patience. Constantly accuses me of being a leech when she so blatantly goes out every night or every second night to gallavant around with her friends who are 20years younger than her sometimes. She fritters away dad's hard earned wages and dosn't even go out of her way to spend good quality time with him when hes at home. She only works 2 FUCKING days a week and she says im not living in the real world. I work full time trying to scratch up enough cash to get out.
get away.
get far from her.
Im prone to stressing over small arguments and of all the stress lately she has been the main cause. Im getting sicker and sicker with it, my stomach illness gets worse and worse. she wonders why!? IM NOT SECURE IN MY OWN FUCKING HOME.
GOD DAMN IT

Then she feels the little twang of regret and offers one little superficial gesture of affection to redeem herself. Thinking that will make it all better, heal all the damage done. Well it doesn't

but I know shes going to do it all again. She always does.

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caesium and the podcat species © Holly Hindle.
:icondonotplz::iconusemyartplz: This artwork is © Holly Hindle. Do not copy, trace, otherwhise use or re-distribute this artwork.

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:iconblackinfernoo:
I like the picture ^^, I hope things get better for you though... -Pats back-

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:iconpandemonium28:
love the green and the pose

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omg... hope she feels better o.o;;;
she tells u things like what? D=>

great pic!

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:iconfloofeh-kitteh:
:hug: I hope you can move out soon, I'd hate to live with someone like that.. D:

Love the image, those are some wicked claws.

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:hug: I hope things get better. Vent art is always good.

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I am really sorry to hear your mother is being like this to you. I actually do know how you feel, my mother was like that to me ever since I was 13, but thankfully I moved in with Adam then to college, but then back in with Adam so I didn't have to tolerate it. I really don't understand why parents would act like that towards their own children. Not to be nosey, but why did she switch her doses? My anti-depressants made me that way and I upped the dose because I hated acting that way and hurting people I love. It just doesn't make sense. I really hope your mom finally comes to her senses for good, and realizes how she is treating you. You don't deserve to be treated like that. :hug:

Now about the drawing. I honestly wish I had your ability to draw big cats! Your feline anatomy is just incredible and so stunning. I am loving the structure of the face, and that snarl! The legs look wonderful, and they perfectly fit with the build of the body. I also love those paws, and they position of them. :love: I also love the glow of the green. Wonderful job on the drawing my dear!!

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I'm sorry your mums like this, Me nor my mum are on any type of medications but my mother suffers from serious anger problems and we get in serious domestic violence. But your mum should come through soon, she'll come to her senses, especially if something did happen badly, she'd regret it eventually. It's better late than never, but right now she seriously should come to soon and realise how much you mean to her.
I personally don't think that pills help much, but I have no experience. once again, I'm here if you wanna rant through notes or something.
ON the other hand, your cat autonomy is flawless. gave meh your talants :D

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:iconxxxangelpawsxxx:
this is just so sad looking i am sorry your mom is being that way towards you
:iconpaw-br:
Can't she switch medication again :? ?
The drawing is awesome, I love the paws :heart:.

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:iconfoxmaxwell:
Man, I am so sorry to hear that. While I was reading your description, it startles me to find that your mum and my mum are almost identical. My mom had a hystorectamy a while back and never took meds to balance out her hormones- since then she's become a crazy, psycopathic, bipolar nut! She blames it on our (my sister and my) grandparents because they never let her get out in the world, while my grandparents tell us that she has always been like this and could've left a long time ago, but WHILE my mother stayed to take care of grandma because she has cancer. It's all over swirled up. We live with our grandparents too so most of the time they do half of our chores (that mom assigns and we try to do but grandma is so bored she beats us to it). Yesterday I had a very rushed day and couldn't do the dishes before rushing off to another class. She came home and started to lecture me on how I should have done them and how she's scare of me becoming independant. There were like...5 dishes in that sink. No lie. All my grandparents. And she always calls our house filthy when I have DEFINETLY seen worse....*SIGH* (I have a lot more similarities, but this isn't a vent page for me ^^;)
You have my deepest heartfelt sympathies and prayers, honey. :hug: stick in there. I'm glad yo ucan draw vent art like this (and it is gorgeous, despite it's meaning) to escape from that horrid woman.

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